My Soldier.mp3

SEN10RS WON SPIRIT WEEK!!! YAYUHHHHH. ONE-OH YOU KNOW, YOU STUPID HOE! HAHAHA jk. AND WE WON THE HOMECOMING GAME VS. OUR RIVAL IRVINGTON! 21-0! WE SMASHED ON THEM!! so far SEN10R year seems to be GREAT! except for the stress i went through, but i should get over it.

102409 the funktion was CRACKIN! i expected more people to come buhh its okay i guess. it was H-O-T HOT! hella hard to breath! the windows were fogged up from the body heat. people were sweating & gettin there freak on from left to right. LOL. gross but its true! Kevin finally experienced a funktion! from the looks of it, I think he had fun. hahaha.

102509 HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAY RAEMON FARIN! [: HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE & ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!! YOU TRUELY DESERVE IT!! THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND TO ME! YOUR THE BEEEEEEEEST YO! LOOOOOOOVE YA<3

you're starting to say im not a "true friend" when i've been there for you through THICK AND THIN. do you not realize WHY i dont even wanna talk with you anymore.. i have to put up with the same shit ALL THE TIME. nothing ever changes. so why should i have to deal with it? i love you with all my heart, but sometimes you just gotta solve things out on your own. cas you cant always lean on my shoulder. i honestly think its hilarious that you say im not acting like a true friend. WHO was the one who has always been there for you when you cry at night?! WHO was the one who had to give you the BEST advice i could when your dumbass of a boyfriend would hurt YOU?! I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU REGARDLESS. and you say that im not being a true friend to you. thats a bunch of bullshit and you know it! i dont want you to make the decision of choosing between your bitch ass boyfriend or me. so ima just keep on doing what i do. if you gotta problem with it then either TALK TO ME ABOUT IT or DEAL WITH IT. its as simple as that.

My Soldier.mp3 i seriously think that this song is like my theme song. everytime I feel like the lowest person alive or whatever, I just play this song. its makes me smile and appreciate the things I do. LISTEN TO IT IF YA NEVER DID! [: "You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anythingggg. Cas your strong, strong, strong as a soldier!!!" -AJ Rafael

Until then, One Love<3

Take Care!

-Alexis<3

New Girl.mp3

the New Boyz album has been stuck on my head for the LONGEST time. hahaha. I must admit its a pretty good album. I only like 3 songs they have though. I CANNOT stop playing them! oh well. they are SEMI-CUTE! hahaha! ;]

Today is Julian's birthday. I cried this morning. I hella miss him. 21 though babe! drrrrrrink up with Jesus! jk! keep watching over me. i love you<3

so its the SEN10Rs day tomorrow for homecoming! SEN10R CIRCUS though. it may be a whack theme, but TRUST ME we really do RUN THIS SHOW ;] gotta wake up SUPER DUPER EARLY cas i gots ta be at school at 5:30 AM. i aint trippin! its my last year in high school!! i gotta go all out feel me?! hahaha. i can't wait for the homecoming rally! we gotta make it CRAAAAAACKIN! COME ON SEN10RS WE GOTTA STEP UP OUR GAME!!


New Girl.mp3 one of the 3 favorite songs from the Skinny Jeanz & A Mic album[: la-la-la-la-la I CAN BE YOUR NEW GIRL! ;] jkkkkk. i gots ta sleep now if im tryna wake up super EARLY!

take care<3

Alexis<3

No More.mp3

101709 Angie's cotillion. it was fun! made me miss the old days so much. it sorta felt like a reunion. the 8th grade fam. i noticed how much EVERYONE changed. maybe its for the better? but who knows? i glad we all got together that night for Angie. happy 18th ange. <3

101909. two days from now its going to be Julian's 21st birthday... only him to be celebrating it with GOD & everyone else in heaven. this year is about to be Julian's 2 years since he died. and honestly its affected me so much. i feel empty inside. like i can't rely on anyone anymore. it hurts. i wish i could have said something before he left. a GOODBYE or HEY! I MISS YOU! but i didnt... the crazy part apart of this whole experience with Julian's death... is the morning i found out he died, i called him. i woke up around 6 am and called him... i dont know why. i just did. only to find a few minutes later that he had passed away... and it struck my heart and ripped it into two. i just miss Julian so much. always telling me how his phone is broken, or how his mic was broken so he couldnt make a new song. haha. man oh man. keep lookin' down on me please?

I honestly think im losing one of my bestest friends... we dont talk. you stopped caring. WHY? all cas of your STUPID ASS BITCH OF A BOYFRIEND. I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE HIM WITH A PASSION. i dont know why your still with him when he's SO direspectful. but whatever. its your choice. i tried to help you out so many times.. when he HURTS you once again, BEST BELIEVE i WONT be there for you... I PROMISE THAT. im tired of you always leaning on me when he hurts you. you KNOW that i helped you with all i can, you just DONT CARE to listen. so IM DONE. we barely talk anyways, and you didnt even bother to talk to me at Angie's party. so it doesnt matter. i guess your done too.

COTILLION IS BACK... ONCE AGAIN. -_______-" my parents need to start making up their mind maaaaaaan!

No More.mp3 to me, the song is saying NO MORE HURTING. Tired of all the games happening. blah blah blah. i just wish things will start getting better. cas right now it feels like its all going downhill ]: