Something Special.mp3

The week went by SLOW. I expected it to go fast, especially since we didnt have school on monday. Tuesday was boring, there was barely people at school. Wednesday was bad. After school was just stressful thaaaaangs with my fambizz. I haven't cried like that in a while.. THANKS PHILLIP for being there for me(= I had 3 classes with NOFs in them. which was bullshit. I wasn't even failing spanish 2. I improved hella much in algebra 2. again, THANKS PHILLIP for pushing me to study[: haha. I got 100% on my algebra 2/trig test! MY FIRST 100% PAPER ALL YEAR! Those 2 1/2 hours of studying paid off really good! Finals are next week. Thursday will be 1st & 2nd block, then Friday will be 3rd & 4th. A year and a half left, and i'll be out! haha. i just need to hang in there. I'm planning on going to the Fremont library on Tuesday and/or Wednesday. studying my ass off for the finals! Honestly, I CANNOT afford to fail any classes.

Something Special.mp3 has been playing over and over in my head all day today! It made me think about a lot. I guess I was right, I am starting to crush on this guy(= Veebabe says he's too good to let go, so I'm going to try my hardest not to let him go. All I need to do is take things slow. The friendship we created is cute(= He makes me laugh&smile. Only time can tell what will happen.


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More Than Friends.mp3

So the past couple days have been chill. The day after my birthday, my mom got sick from eating at BJ's, same with my dad. During school I started feeling all sick so during lunch I went home. When school ended my mom & I picked up bianca and went to the J-Cruz Crib! Those girls are something(= after we went home & EJ came over. I just fell asleep and that was the end of my night!

Saturday, Me&Bianca went to Great America for the Re-Hire thaaaang thaaaang. I have to wait until they call me back... UGHHHHH. I NEED TO FIND A NEW JOB! real talk! i think i might go job hunting on wednesday... anyways, after we went to GREAT MALL. we ate and met up with Kuya Karl! we went to watch NOTORIOUS! hella rawwww. Bianca cried at the end. It was funny. "I D K WHY IM CRYING IF I ALREADY KNOW THAT HE DIED AT THE END!!" lol. and when kuya karl goes "WE SHOULD TELL THE PEOPLE IN LINE THAT AT THE END OF NOTORIOUS, HE DIES AT THE END!" hahahaha. stupid ass. but i LOVE HIMMM! after the movie we walked around the mall. Kuya got bianca a jacket from H&M, HonHon a TWLOHA shirt, & ME two Bob Marley shirts! haha. he's so cool(= I also got my two Still-Us shirts from DJ! (= hella niceeee.

More Than Friends.mp3 has been the song on my mind for the past week. Its basically how I feel about someone. Angie&Ashley know all about him. Ateh Shan just recently found out. DONT TRIP! I'm taking this shit ONE STEP AT A TIME. All I gotta say is that he's different & he makes me smile A LOT(=

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Change Your Life.mp3

BACK UP TO YESTERDAY!
011409. The Parents surprised me with tickets to the warriors game. Apparently everyone knew except me! I went to Rizza, Patrick, & Joey. Golden State Warriors vs. Sacramento Kings. TRIPLE OVERTIME 133-135. LOST BY 2! It was a good game & a great way to start off my birthday! Corey Maggette was fuckin' garbage! but still cute! [:

12AM Khanh Nguyen was the first to call me(= and his call was very special to me. We have a close friendship but its not like before. I was hella surprised he called me EXACTLY at 12, or the fact that he even remembered. I haven't seen Khanh since last summer and I miss him so much! haha. I know you had finals today Khanh, so sorry that you had to stay up just for me! I love you loser!!! [:

At school today, Me&Bianca "dressed up". haha Not hella hella, but it was descent compared to regular days. Chelsea designed my locker & I got Balloons, flowers, & home made brownies. THEY WERE HELLA GOOD! SERGIO&ALAINA hella surprised me at school today. Assholes said they weren't going! but it was cool(= The Fambizz including Angie&Ashley, went to BJ's! It wasnt that great. The dessert was good though, but the hostess was a bitch. haha!

Anyways another year, a new age. I'm done with the sweet & sour 16, and off to better things. Throughout the entire 2008 year I felt like I accomplished a lot of social activities. I'm ready to challenge myself and go through struggles no matter what comes towards me. So life here I come, because I'm not going to let anything tear me down.

POEMS FROM THE COOLEST GUY ALMAR[:

THE BIRTHDAY POEM:
There's always that one SPECIAL day in the year
It'll make you so happy you'll probably shead a tear
This day is your Birthday
Hey its your own special holiday
There's so many things you can say
on your birthday
You celebrate with your loved ones
There isnt a day thats more special
ahah forget the poem Happy Birthday alexis

-Almar

LIFE:

Life is like a remote
when we're bored we want to fast forward time
when we regret something
we wish we can rewind time
when were having fun
we want to pause at the time of the moment
but no matter what my life is always on play because i continue my life

-Almar.

Change You Life.mp3 is the song for the moment. I regret some stuff in my life that I wish I can change, but I cant. If it wasn't for my past then I wouldnt be living my life now in the present. I can always decide how to make my future right. Choosing the right way instead of wrong, but if I chose wrong then I correct my mistake and move on with my life.

That's all I have to say. Good Night. One Love<3


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Sexy Love.mp3

Today was a GOOD day! (= i liked it. It went by pretty slow though. I was ALL SMILES throughout most of my classes. [: teehee. I passed my algebra 2 test! I was so happy. I'm still not doing that good in that class. ughhhh. I gotta study my ass off next week. real talk. especially with the finals coming in closer.

Sexy Love.mp3 is the song for the day. [: Look back into the past, this song always made me smile. Plus it makes me think about a certain someone. Nothings happening YET. Taking it one step at a time(=

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Always On My Mind.mp3

So I've noticed that its been a while since I last blogged. and A LOT has been happening. Let's go back a few days! For New Years I was in Reno. It was fun. i went go-karting, played laser tag, and baby sat the J_Cruz girls! The remainder of my break was just staying at home. By the time we went back to school I felt more lazy as the days passed by. Honestly, I'm just so tired of going through the same thing everyday. I need some excitement in my life! On January 10th, I went to the movies with Phillip, Norman, & Bianca. We watched GRAN TORINO. And i must say it's a really good movie! I didnt expect to like it as much as I really do. School has been a DRAG. With finals coming up in 2 weeks, I need to hit the books! I think sometime next week I'm going to the city library and study. NO JOKE! Because my grades aren't so pretty.

The past few days I've been feeling like I'm a failure in life. People will tell me I'm not, but its just so hard to believe. I want to proove people wrong, but how can I? A lot has been on my mind, but its just so hard to express how I feel to other people. Its not that I have trust issues or anything, because I'm pretty open. Yet this particular subject stays closed n my mind & it hurts. Oh well, Life goes on.

Recently, someone contacted me, who I've tried to contact for the longest time. KAYE! Thanks for contacting me! Honestly, you don't even know how happy I was when I read that comment you left me. We HAVE to keep in touch(=

Always On My Mind.mp3 is the song stuck in my head. Is there a guy who entered my life? WE'LL SEE!teehee. It'll be nice to be in that Cupcake Status again(= but I really do hope that I find myself a VALENTINE this year!


Until then, take care!