Monday, January 12, 2009

Always On My Mind.mp3

So I've noticed that its been a while since I last blogged. and A LOT has been happening. Let's go back a few days! For New Years I was in Reno. It was fun. i went go-karting, played laser tag, and baby sat the J_Cruz girls! The remainder of my break was just staying at home. By the time we went back to school I felt more lazy as the days passed by. Honestly, I'm just so tired of going through the same thing everyday. I need some excitement in my life! On January 10th, I went to the movies with Phillip, Norman, & Bianca. We watched GRAN TORINO. And i must say it's a really good movie! I didnt expect to like it as much as I really do. School has been a DRAG. With finals coming up in 2 weeks, I need to hit the books! I think sometime next week I'm going to the city library and study. NO JOKE! Because my grades aren't so pretty.

The past few days I've been feeling like I'm a failure in life. People will tell me I'm not, but its just so hard to believe. I want to proove people wrong, but how can I? A lot has been on my mind, but its just so hard to express how I feel to other people. Its not that I have trust issues or anything, because I'm pretty open. Yet this particular subject stays closed n my mind & it hurts. Oh well, Life goes on.

Recently, someone contacted me, who I've tried to contact for the longest time. KAYE! Thanks for contacting me! Honestly, you don't even know how happy I was when I read that comment you left me. We HAVE to keep in touch(=

Always On My Mind.mp3 is the song stuck in my head. Is there a guy who entered my life? WE'LL SEE!teehee. It'll be nice to be in that Cupcake Status again(= but I really do hope that I find myself a VALENTINE this year!


Until then, take care!

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