this past week i've been feeling all BLAHHHH.. its so hard to explain. i tried to talk it out, buhh its so difficult. i just dont know anymore.. Last night Barry took me & Bianca to Top Of The World. and honestly, if i were alone i would have just sat there, staring at the nice view, and cry... buhh its whatever. Valentines day was okay. kickin it with BFFLs, Kenneth, & Phillip. ughhhh i swear i hella hate feeling like this.. i thought i was passed all this.. i guess not. "/
Better Today.mp3 is the song on my mind. I was introduced to this song by Kevin and i fell in love with it.. Just listening to the beat of the song makes me feel all sad. buhh I cant help it...
I Just Wish Everything Was BETTER...
take Care!
Alexis(=
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
If I Ain't Got You.mp3
its been a week since i last wrote in here. there's been SO MUCH on my mind. its not even funny. i felt so depressed the past few days. and i honestly dont know why.. like i feel like my life is just a lie. like there is no point of me being here. but then i wanna prove myself wrong and show myself that i have a reason why i am here. *sigh* i dont even know anymore. its all whatever to me now. i'm getting over a lot of things.
SLOWLY getting over it. BFFL leyy&Angie know what im talking about. i dont have the patience to get lead on and waste my time on some nigga. so i'll just concentrate on my life, school, fam bizz, friends, and COTILLION! i fell somewhat hard for this guy, buhh its in the process of him just being another guy who could have been.
SPEAKING of my cotillion, its back & in action! haha. at first my mom was like "NO YOUR NOT GOING TO HAVE IT!" then yesterday she just said "okay start planning it!" hahaha. so i cant wait for that. I know that it'll be stressful. so im tryna plan my shit ahead of time. just so it wont be AS stressful. the theme color will be SKY BLUE(= like Cinderella. and i'm going to be gathering my entourage ASAP. cas i know people will tend to flake. so whoever i chose for my entourage, be prepared! i got 11 months and i cant waaaait! its about to be crackin'! and it'll be held at Milpitas City Hall.
If I Ain't Got You.mp3 cutest song ever. Thinks about love and all that gushy stuff. oh so valentine's day. "/ no valentine this year i guess... oh well. i guess he wasn't worth the wait. its all goooood. i'm satisfied with how things are going. kickit day with BFFLs on valentine's day? girls night out? i believe so! (=
until then TAKE CARE & ONE LOVE<3
-Alexis
SLOWLY getting over it. BFFL leyy&Angie know what im talking about. i dont have the patience to get lead on and waste my time on some nigga. so i'll just concentrate on my life, school, fam bizz, friends, and COTILLION! i fell somewhat hard for this guy, buhh its in the process of him just being another guy who could have been.
SPEAKING of my cotillion, its back & in action! haha. at first my mom was like "NO YOUR NOT GOING TO HAVE IT!" then yesterday she just said "okay start planning it!" hahaha. so i cant wait for that. I know that it'll be stressful. so im tryna plan my shit ahead of time. just so it wont be AS stressful. the theme color will be SKY BLUE(= like Cinderella. and i'm going to be gathering my entourage ASAP. cas i know people will tend to flake. so whoever i chose for my entourage, be prepared! i got 11 months and i cant waaaait! its about to be crackin'! and it'll be held at Milpitas City Hall.
If I Ain't Got You.mp3 cutest song ever. Thinks about love and all that gushy stuff. oh so valentine's day. "/ no valentine this year i guess... oh well. i guess he wasn't worth the wait. its all goooood. i'm satisfied with how things are going. kickit day with BFFLs on valentine's day? girls night out? i believe so! (=
until then TAKE CARE & ONE LOVE<3
-Alexis
Monday, February 2, 2009
Make You Say.mp3
so i noticed I haven't blogged in a while. so I decided to take the time to fill you in on what's been going on. so on the 24th i went to BFFL ley's house. and we was just kickin' it, when phillip told me that he was comin' down to the area. although I was hella jank, me and ashley had nothing better to do, so we met up with chris&phillip. chill day. throughout the week it was just finals & whatnot. I didnt get to go to the library buhh i did study. sorta. I barely passed algebra 2/trig with a C-. i was hella happy, you dont even know! hahaha. i d k what i got in english. buhh i passed my other classes.
013109 was the CHILLEST day of the year! hahaha. for real though! that week, Phillip&I were planning a kickit day. and thought it was going to be postponed. buhh last minute it was back on. originally it was supposed to be BFFL ley, chris, Phillip, & me. then me&leyy found out that Nicole was coming down. so we added her along. then Angelo became a last minute person coming cas the BFFLs needed a ride. around 5:30-ish Chris&Phillip picked me up from the crib and we jetted off to great mall. met up with the BFFLs & angelo. at first i thought it was going to be hella weird and all. buhh we all opened up pretty quick. from "HE LOOKS LIKE SISQO!" to "THIS IS HOW WHITE GUYS DANCE AT MY SCHOOL!" it was hella fun. jumpin from great mall to newpark. SPEEDING on the fuckin' freeway! stupid angelo&phillip.. hahaha to Phillip's cute bitch fit. finishing with the kickit at my crib. the guys TRYNA play basketball and the girls just laughing over stupidity. HAHA! finally ending it off with the CAMERA-WHORING we did. bending over, making stupid faces. PRICELESS! i wouldnt mind living that day again. (=
I STILL FEEL BAD, cas now Phillip is on lockdown ]: and going to miss out on Valentine's day! hahaha. its cooooool tho! we still talk DAILY! like always.. haha we tryna plan out our next kickit day! hahaha. even though he's on lockdown, when he's off, its going to be poppin'! you already know!!
NEW CLASSES started today. for those who dont know my schedule:
US History- Kinkler
Geometry- Irish
Chemistry- G.
Ohlone Psychology- Throckmorton.
I have a good hand full of people i'm cool with in all my classes. It was an okay day today too. not that great. hard to text in the classes... -___-" hahaha. buhh oh well. I hella gotta study my ass off this term. real talk. i gotta aim for higher expectations. so lets get it crackin'! (=
Make You Say.mp3 been on my mind for a while. "I ain't got no reason to do you wrong, so let me do you right." FAVORITE<333 Phillip stole it from me! hahaha hella feelin' it tho! but honestly, just slow jams in general got me goin' (= i still have that piece of eye candy on my mind. buhh still takin' it slow. feelme? its going greeeeat. life aint going that bad, aint that somethin?! LOL.
that's all I can say for this update! (=
TAKE CARE, ONE LOVE<3
013109 was the CHILLEST day of the year! hahaha. for real though! that week, Phillip&I were planning a kickit day. and thought it was going to be postponed. buhh last minute it was back on. originally it was supposed to be BFFL ley, chris, Phillip, & me. then me&leyy found out that Nicole was coming down. so we added her along. then Angelo became a last minute person coming cas the BFFLs needed a ride. around 5:30-ish Chris&Phillip picked me up from the crib and we jetted off to great mall. met up with the BFFLs & angelo. at first i thought it was going to be hella weird and all. buhh we all opened up pretty quick. from "HE LOOKS LIKE SISQO!" to "THIS IS HOW WHITE GUYS DANCE AT MY SCHOOL!" it was hella fun. jumpin from great mall to newpark. SPEEDING on the fuckin' freeway! stupid angelo&phillip.. hahaha to Phillip's cute bitch fit. finishing with the kickit at my crib. the guys TRYNA play basketball and the girls just laughing over stupidity. HAHA! finally ending it off with the CAMERA-WHORING we did. bending over, making stupid faces. PRICELESS! i wouldnt mind living that day again. (=
I STILL FEEL BAD, cas now Phillip is on lockdown ]: and going to miss out on Valentine's day! hahaha. its cooooool tho! we still talk DAILY! like always.. haha we tryna plan out our next kickit day! hahaha. even though he's on lockdown, when he's off, its going to be poppin'! you already know!!
NEW CLASSES started today. for those who dont know my schedule:
US History- Kinkler
Geometry- Irish
Chemistry- G.
Ohlone Psychology- Throckmorton.
I have a good hand full of people i'm cool with in all my classes. It was an okay day today too. not that great. hard to text in the classes... -___-" hahaha. buhh oh well. I hella gotta study my ass off this term. real talk. i gotta aim for higher expectations. so lets get it crackin'! (=
Make You Say.mp3 been on my mind for a while. "I ain't got no reason to do you wrong, so let me do you right." FAVORITE<333 Phillip stole it from me! hahaha hella feelin' it tho! but honestly, just slow jams in general got me goin' (= i still have that piece of eye candy on my mind. buhh still takin' it slow. feelme? its going greeeeat. life aint going that bad, aint that somethin?! LOL.
that's all I can say for this update! (=
TAKE CARE, ONE LOVE<3
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