its been a week since i last wrote in here. there's been SO MUCH on my mind. its not even funny. i felt so depressed the past few days. and i honestly dont know why.. like i feel like my life is just a lie. like there is no point of me being here. but then i wanna prove myself wrong and show myself that i have a reason why i am here. *sigh* i dont even know anymore. its all whatever to me now. i'm getting over a lot of things.
SLOWLY getting over it. BFFL leyy&Angie know what im talking about. i dont have the patience to get lead on and waste my time on some nigga. so i'll just concentrate on my life, school, fam bizz, friends, and COTILLION! i fell somewhat hard for this guy, buhh its in the process of him just being another guy who could have been.
SPEAKING of my cotillion, its back & in action! haha. at first my mom was like "NO YOUR NOT GOING TO HAVE IT!" then yesterday she just said "okay start planning it!" hahaha. so i cant wait for that. I know that it'll be stressful. so im tryna plan my shit ahead of time. just so it wont be AS stressful. the theme color will be SKY BLUE(= like Cinderella. and i'm going to be gathering my entourage ASAP. cas i know people will tend to flake. so whoever i chose for my entourage, be prepared! i got 11 months and i cant waaaait! its about to be crackin'! and it'll be held at Milpitas City Hall.
If I Ain't Got You.mp3 cutest song ever. Thinks about love and all that gushy stuff. oh so valentine's day. "/ no valentine this year i guess... oh well. i guess he wasn't worth the wait. its all goooood. i'm satisfied with how things are going. kickit day with BFFLs on valentine's day? girls night out? i believe so! (=
until then TAKE CARE & ONE LOVE<3
-Alexis
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