First Day of Spring.mp3

wow it has been forever and a day since i last posted up on this. sheeeeeesh soooooo much shit has been happening since my last post. ONCE AGAIN, im going through my depressed mood! ughhhh i fucking hate it soooooo much. im loosing my true/close friends by the fucking minute... im not even feeling it anymore... FUCK FREMONT. real talk. honestly i only have like 2 TRUE and REAL friends from here. niggas ask me why i dunn hang out with fremont people, its cas im not even that close with them anymore. People change and im not going to front, I KNOW I CHANGED. but its bettering MYSELF in MY life. *sigggggggggh* the past couple of days though, i honestly felt like my life was worthless. who knows... maybe it is.. my friendship with some people are really just dying. for SOME i honestly can say, I DO NOT FUCKING CARE. but for others, its just painful... but i guess friends come and go. my TRUE ones stay until the end.

OTHER THAN THAT...


Summer is here and im ready to mutha fuckin' party. i am in NEED to party hardy. especially with my BEST FRIEND JAYSON PEREZ! hahaha. let's get fucked up best friend! take me on your level! been kickin it with TEDDY&MELANIE. and let me say, THEY ARE THE TRUEST friends i can ever have in my life. BFFL ashley is still here for me. hands down. oh btw. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAAAAAAY ASHLEY! RIDE OR DIE UNTIL THE MUTHA FUCCCCCCCKIN' WHEELs FALL OFF!!! you already know.

i want someone to make me happy again...


First Day of Spring.mp3 obsessed with this song. it puts a smile on my face.

Take Care,
Alexis<3