so the main reason i basically started this thing is cas i really HATE keeping my feelings inside. and sometimes i feel that there's no one i can turn too. although it seems like i'm not that type of person, trust me, I AM. i stress over the stupidest things and that makes me stress even more. Other than school and friends, there is also my family that i stress about the most. I just want to move out of the house already and be independent. behind closed doors i feel like im someone i'm not. i hate that i cry all the time and theres no one there to have a shoulder to lean on, or tell me that everything is okay. yeah i have my BFFL's but to me i just that they are there for me. yeah, it hurts me but i guess thats the way god wanted me to live my life. i just wish that there's someone who'll always be there. someone who i can call at 3 in the morning cas im having problems, or someone i can talk to when i want to hurt myself or others. everything is just so different now. honestly im not tryna sound all emo or anything, but thats the way my life has been...
i just wish that everything would go back to when i was happy again....
About Me
- Alexis<3
- my name is Alexis, but i go by many nicknames. I'm not the type of person who starts drama cas that aint my style. i really like to express myself in writing cas sometimes its harder to say in person. buhh im one of the most chillest people you would ever meet in your life! [:
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Girll, you should know im ALWAYS here for you. Even though we may not be that close you can always always ALWAYS call me whenever! I know its frusterating when you just need someone to talk to and it feels like theres nobody there...
aleeeeeex!
I know deep down inside you're a strong and don't worry, the only thing from keeping you from being independent is age. Age is such a setback and I feel you on the wanting to move out and shit. Blogs are such a good way to vent to, I wish I had started mine way back, but oh well hahah. No matter what girl you'll get through it, keep yo head up love<3
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