Take A Bow..

I honestly think that I was so much happier when I was younger. I look in my past and the smile I would show had a meaning. This time, its different. I feel like everythings changed.. and theres no way to turn back. I wish that everything can just get back to normal. Late Night Phone Hypes with Khanh&Aj, trying to call Julian every weekend, kicking it with the BFFL Ashley more. It all just faded. I understand thats how life is, but I really hate it. I just feel so depressed. I wish I can be happy again. My NUMBER ONE Christmas wish is to be Happy again. To remember what its like to be infatuated with some guy or something. I d k. Maybe I'm trippin'. Maybe that everything thats happened to me was just meant to happen... ]: