lets start off back since last friday!
112009 POP's 51st BIRTHDAAAAAY! happy b-day yo! minimum day at school. Ditched ROP. went to Jia-Jia's heez for her Nanay's 40 days prayer then dipped to SJ bruhh!
for some reason i dont remember what i did last saturday. -_____-" FAIL!
112209 Newpark mall! saw Elise, Regina, & Jeankay do there tahitian thaaaaaang! hahaha. you girls did a GREAT job! i saw some daddies there too! ;] you know you know!
112309 TEDDY SLEPT OVER! yaaaaaay! it was really fun! i got to FINALLY meet their dog Maxx! we watched UP, The Proposal, & The Ugly Truth! all of those movies were hella goood!!
112409 RIP JULIAN ALEXANDER NALOS<3 its been two years since you have left and it still hurts me to this day. There are so many times when I wish that you were still here so I can talk to you and listen to your voice. I really do miss you Julian. :/ I didnt cry that day, but I did have a flashback. It hurts me knowing that one of my best friends died. I miss you so much. Please keep watching over me okay? <3 I love you.
112409 A.MTB ! sleep over in UC! I love my bruhh Iulian Andre! :D and his family! they are so nice! haha. Iyan is the bestest bruhh I can ever have!
112509 Iulian's family took me&B to the movies =] I swear I hella love his family!! They treat us so well :D hahaha. They feed us until we can't eat anymore! LOL. We watched 2012! I honestly thought the movie wasnt going to be that great, but I actually liked the movie. I already know it will NOT be like that in 2012. That's a load of bullshit bullshit bullshit! hahaha. After the movie me&b went home. Shane came over to sleep over for Thanksgiving.
112609 HAPPY THANKSGIVING! :D I am truly thankful for having my REAL/TRUE friends and FAMily<3 in my life. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be the person I am today. I'm thankful that I have such wonderful people who have changed my life. Thank you for everything. I love you all<3333333
112609 Ended up going to my Kuya's heez in Mountain View. I d k why buhh i was IRRITATED like hell. some thanksgiving huh? oh well.
112709 BLACK FRIDAY. great mall is NOT the business bruhh! hahaha. Me, Chantelle, Shane, & Todd went around 4:45PM-ish and we could NOT find parking for like an hour. so we just booked out and went to Westfield: Valley Fair. It felt like we were there FOREVER but it was only an hour and a half! WTH right! which means the day went by COMPLETELY SLOW! hahaha. well I ended up buying $4 sunglasses that I've been looking for the LONGEST time! it was well worth it :D hahaha. there was this CUTE ASS GUY working at Mrs. Field's cookie place whatever, but Shane didnt wanna go with me to get some cookies ]: hahaha HATER! jk Cousin ya know I love you! LOL. After Valley Fair we went to Newpark Mall. I saw Brian & Brah-Yan! Ate at Red Robin's with Shane & Todd while Chantelle continued shopping. ENDLESS FRIES are the shit! real talk! HAHAHA. I ended up spending like 3/4 of the money I had. I got my Still-Us Changesdontmatter shirt. yup yup yup. busy day much?
Now break is basically over! I basically had something to do everyday! Since I had "so much fun" I gotta stay home all day tomorrow (well technically today) and Clean up the heez! Kuya Richmond, Ate Richelle, & Dave are coming to visit soon! :D I can't wait for CHRISTMAS BREAK to begin!
Trey Songz<3 has been on my mind recently. HE'S SO DAYUM FINE! hello DADDY! especially in the INVENTED SEX video! OH MY JESUS! hahahahahaha.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Roses x Candles :D
Cotillion plans!
Escort:
Phillip Louie Cornejo
The numbers for the Candles/Roses will be in the order you'll have your part! if you dont like it, DEAL WITH IT. Also, it might change due to the fact I have to add my God Parents in it also.
Candles
001. Chantelle Delos Santos
002. Paula Bianca Delos Santos
003. Clarissa Villedo
004. Aiza Corpuz
005. Rosemary Cruz
006. Ophelia Fructuoso
007. Kriszel Laccay
008. Jeankay Ebreo
009. Kayla Esplana
010. Nicole Banaglorioso
011. Ashley Zambrano
012. Vernalynne Valera
013. Charlotte Morelos
014. Nicole Espera
015. Angerica Andrade
016. Jiannely Boado
017. Misty Tomas
018. Melanie Quinteros
Roses
001. Karl Reynoso
002. EJ Villedo
003. Jowell Cruz
004. Patrick Villedo
005. Pross Dayao
006. Cris Villedo
007. Sergio Serafin
008. Ryan Ramos
009. JonJon Sanchez
010. Devenn Viray
011. Jayson Perez
012. Jesus Sanchez
013. Iulian Fulgar
014. Kevin Nguyen
015. Khanh Nguyen
016. Raemon Farin
017. Phillip Louie Cornejo
018. Teddy Ramos
PERFORMANCES:
SwaggaRight (Dancing)
Kayla (Tahitian)
Jeankay (Tahitian)
Jeankay feat. Cor Dance Club (Hip-Hop)
Nicole Espera (Singing)
Misty Tomas (Singing)
Erika David MAYBE (Singing)
Teddy Ramos & Melanie Quinteros (SUPRISE)
Aiza Corpuz (not sure yet, she didnt tell me!)
*IF you wanna perform, please let me know ASAP!
PHOTOGRAPHY:
MIKE FORMOSA! [:
DJ:
Bayfunktion Ent.
I GOT 2 MONTHS LEFT AND I AINT TRYNA SLACK OFF!
Escort:
Phillip Louie Cornejo
The numbers for the Candles/Roses will be in the order you'll have your part! if you dont like it, DEAL WITH IT. Also, it might change due to the fact I have to add my God Parents in it also.
Candles
001. Chantelle Delos Santos
002. Paula Bianca Delos Santos
003. Clarissa Villedo
004. Aiza Corpuz
005. Rosemary Cruz
006. Ophelia Fructuoso
007. Kriszel Laccay
008. Jeankay Ebreo
009. Kayla Esplana
010. Nicole Banaglorioso
011. Ashley Zambrano
012. Vernalynne Valera
013. Charlotte Morelos
014. Nicole Espera
015. Angerica Andrade
016. Jiannely Boado
017. Misty Tomas
018. Melanie Quinteros
Roses
001. Karl Reynoso
002. EJ Villedo
003. Jowell Cruz
004. Patrick Villedo
005. Pross Dayao
006. Cris Villedo
007. Sergio Serafin
008. Ryan Ramos
009. JonJon Sanchez
010. Devenn Viray
011. Jayson Perez
012. Jesus Sanchez
013. Iulian Fulgar
014. Kevin Nguyen
015. Khanh Nguyen
016. Raemon Farin
017. Phillip Louie Cornejo
018. Teddy Ramos
PERFORMANCES:
SwaggaRight (Dancing)
Kayla (Tahitian)
Jeankay (Tahitian)
Jeankay feat. Cor Dance Club (Hip-Hop)
Nicole Espera (Singing)
Misty Tomas (Singing)
Erika David MAYBE (Singing)
Teddy Ramos & Melanie Quinteros (SUPRISE)
Aiza Corpuz (not sure yet, she didnt tell me!)
*IF you wanna perform, please let me know ASAP!
PHOTOGRAPHY:
MIKE FORMOSA! [:
DJ:
Bayfunktion Ent.
I GOT 2 MONTHS LEFT AND I AINT TRYNA SLACK OFF!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Some Best Friend...
right when i thought everything was starting to become good again, you turn your back on me ONCE AGAIN. just stay with your dumbass boyfriend and forget about our friendship. It feels like its nothing but LIES. you say you miss me blah blah blah. BULLSHIT. quit with the lies.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
My Soldier.mp3
SEN10RS WON SPIRIT WEEK!!! YAYUHHHHH. ONE-OH YOU KNOW, YOU STUPID HOE! HAHAHA jk. AND WE WON THE HOMECOMING GAME VS. OUR RIVAL IRVINGTON! 21-0! WE SMASHED ON THEM!! so far SEN10R year seems to be GREAT! except for the stress i went through, but i should get over it.
102409 the funktion was CRACKIN! i expected more people to come buhh its okay i guess. it was H-O-T HOT! hella hard to breath! the windows were fogged up from the body heat. people were sweating & gettin there freak on from left to right. LOL. gross but its true! Kevin finally experienced a funktion! from the looks of it, I think he had fun. hahaha.
102509 HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAY RAEMON FARIN! [: HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE & ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!! YOU TRUELY DESERVE IT!! THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND TO ME! YOUR THE BEEEEEEEEST YO! LOOOOOOOVE YA<3
you're starting to say im not a "true friend" when i've been there for you through THICK AND THIN. do you not realize WHY i dont even wanna talk with you anymore.. i have to put up with the same shit ALL THE TIME. nothing ever changes. so why should i have to deal with it? i love you with all my heart, but sometimes you just gotta solve things out on your own. cas you cant always lean on my shoulder. i honestly think its hilarious that you say im not acting like a true friend. WHO was the one who has always been there for you when you cry at night?! WHO was the one who had to give you the BEST advice i could when your dumbass of a boyfriend would hurt YOU?! I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU REGARDLESS. and you say that im not being a true friend to you. thats a bunch of bullshit and you know it! i dont want you to make the decision of choosing between your bitch ass boyfriend or me. so ima just keep on doing what i do. if you gotta problem with it then either TALK TO ME ABOUT IT or DEAL WITH IT. its as simple as that.
My Soldier.mp3 i seriously think that this song is like my theme song. everytime I feel like the lowest person alive or whatever, I just play this song. its makes me smile and appreciate the things I do. LISTEN TO IT IF YA NEVER DID! [: "You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anythingggg. Cas your strong, strong, strong as a soldier!!!" -AJ Rafael
Until then, One Love<3
Take Care!
-Alexis<3
102409 the funktion was CRACKIN! i expected more people to come buhh its okay i guess. it was H-O-T HOT! hella hard to breath! the windows were fogged up from the body heat. people were sweating & gettin there freak on from left to right. LOL. gross but its true! Kevin finally experienced a funktion! from the looks of it, I think he had fun. hahaha.
102509 HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAY RAEMON FARIN! [: HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE & ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!! YOU TRUELY DESERVE IT!! THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND TO ME! YOUR THE BEEEEEEEEST YO! LOOOOOOOVE YA<3
you're starting to say im not a "true friend" when i've been there for you through THICK AND THIN. do you not realize WHY i dont even wanna talk with you anymore.. i have to put up with the same shit ALL THE TIME. nothing ever changes. so why should i have to deal with it? i love you with all my heart, but sometimes you just gotta solve things out on your own. cas you cant always lean on my shoulder. i honestly think its hilarious that you say im not acting like a true friend. WHO was the one who has always been there for you when you cry at night?! WHO was the one who had to give you the BEST advice i could when your dumbass of a boyfriend would hurt YOU?! I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU REGARDLESS. and you say that im not being a true friend to you. thats a bunch of bullshit and you know it! i dont want you to make the decision of choosing between your bitch ass boyfriend or me. so ima just keep on doing what i do. if you gotta problem with it then either TALK TO ME ABOUT IT or DEAL WITH IT. its as simple as that.
My Soldier.mp3 i seriously think that this song is like my theme song. everytime I feel like the lowest person alive or whatever, I just play this song. its makes me smile and appreciate the things I do. LISTEN TO IT IF YA NEVER DID! [: "You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anythingggg. Cas your strong, strong, strong as a soldier!!!" -AJ Rafael
Until then, One Love<3
Take Care!
-Alexis<3
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
New Girl.mp3
the New Boyz album has been stuck on my head for the LONGEST time. hahaha. I must admit its a pretty good album. I only like 3 songs they have though. I CANNOT stop playing them! oh well. they are SEMI-CUTE! hahaha! ;]Today is Julian's birthday. I cried this morning. I hella miss him. 21 though babe! drrrrrrink up with Jesus! jk! keep watching over me. i love you<3
so its the SEN10Rs day tomorrow for homecoming! SEN10R CIRCUS though. it may be a whack theme, but TRUST ME we really do RUN THIS SHOW ;] gotta wake up SUPER DUPER EARLY cas i gots ta be at school at 5:30 AM. i aint trippin! its my last year in high school!! i gotta go all out feel me?! hahaha. i can't wait for the homecoming rally! we gotta make it CRAAAAAACKIN! COME ON SEN10RS WE GOTTA STEP UP OUR GAME!!
New Girl.mp3 one of the 3 favorite songs from the Skinny Jeanz & A Mic album[: la-la-la-la-la I CAN BE YOUR NEW GIRL! ;] jkkkkk. i gots ta sleep now if im tryna wake up super EARLY!
take care<3
Alexis<3
Monday, October 19, 2009
No More.mp3
101709 Angie's cotillion. it was fun! made me miss the old days so much. it sorta felt like a reunion. the 8th grade fam. i noticed how much EVERYONE changed. maybe its for the better? but who knows? i glad we all got together that night for Angie. happy 18th ange. <3
101909. two days from now its going to be Julian's 21st birthday... only him to be celebrating it with GOD & everyone else in heaven. this year is about to be Julian's 2 years since he died. and honestly its affected me so much. i feel empty inside. like i can't rely on anyone anymore. it hurts. i wish i could have said something before he left. a GOODBYE or HEY! I MISS YOU! but i didnt... the crazy part apart of this whole experience with Julian's death... is the morning i found out he died, i called him. i woke up around 6 am and called him... i dont know why. i just did. only to find a few minutes later that he had passed away... and it struck my heart and ripped it into two. i just miss Julian so much. always telling me how his phone is broken, or how his mic was broken so he couldnt make a new song. haha. man oh man. keep lookin' down on me please?
I honestly think im losing one of my bestest friends... we dont talk. you stopped caring. WHY? all cas of your STUPID ASS BITCH OF A BOYFRIEND. I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE HIM WITH A PASSION. i dont know why your still with him when he's SO direspectful. but whatever. its your choice. i tried to help you out so many times.. when he HURTS you once again, BEST BELIEVE i WONT be there for you... I PROMISE THAT. im tired of you always leaning on me when he hurts you. you KNOW that i helped you with all i can, you just DONT CARE to listen. so IM DONE. we barely talk anyways, and you didnt even bother to talk to me at Angie's party. so it doesnt matter. i guess your done too.
COTILLION IS BACK... ONCE AGAIN. -_______-" my parents need to start making up their mind maaaaaaan!
No More.mp3 to me, the song is saying NO MORE HURTING. Tired of all the games happening. blah blah blah. i just wish things will start getting better. cas right now it feels like its all going downhill ]:
101909. two days from now its going to be Julian's 21st birthday... only him to be celebrating it with GOD & everyone else in heaven. this year is about to be Julian's 2 years since he died. and honestly its affected me so much. i feel empty inside. like i can't rely on anyone anymore. it hurts. i wish i could have said something before he left. a GOODBYE or HEY! I MISS YOU! but i didnt... the crazy part apart of this whole experience with Julian's death... is the morning i found out he died, i called him. i woke up around 6 am and called him... i dont know why. i just did. only to find a few minutes later that he had passed away... and it struck my heart and ripped it into two. i just miss Julian so much. always telling me how his phone is broken, or how his mic was broken so he couldnt make a new song. haha. man oh man. keep lookin' down on me please?
I honestly think im losing one of my bestest friends... we dont talk. you stopped caring. WHY? all cas of your STUPID ASS BITCH OF A BOYFRIEND. I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE HIM WITH A PASSION. i dont know why your still with him when he's SO direspectful. but whatever. its your choice. i tried to help you out so many times.. when he HURTS you once again, BEST BELIEVE i WONT be there for you... I PROMISE THAT. im tired of you always leaning on me when he hurts you. you KNOW that i helped you with all i can, you just DONT CARE to listen. so IM DONE. we barely talk anyways, and you didnt even bother to talk to me at Angie's party. so it doesnt matter. i guess your done too.
COTILLION IS BACK... ONCE AGAIN. -_______-" my parents need to start making up their mind maaaaaaan!
No More.mp3 to me, the song is saying NO MORE HURTING. Tired of all the games happening. blah blah blah. i just wish things will start getting better. cas right now it feels like its all going downhill ]:
Monday, September 21, 2009
Closer To My Dreams.mp3
BAYFUNKTION ENT. IS BACK IN FRI$KO F. BAAAAAABY! im super STOKED! i know its about to be hella crackin! i rather ditch Homecoming to go to a funktion[:
Closer To My Dreams.mp3 favorite songggggg. its really inspirational!
Closer To My Dreams.mp3 favorite songggggg. its really inspirational!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Return of the Mack.mp3
so it REALLY has been a long ass time since i wrote in this blog! i just been so damn busy or tired! FEEDBACK! SUMMER '09 was SOMEWHAT one of the best summers i've had in my lifetime. nothing can top SUMMER '05 though. anyways, i met some of the most amazing people. the Summer School Faaam! [: we would just kickit all the time after summer school and just chill. hella funnnnn. A. MTB! was the bestest shit thats ever happened. Alexis, Melanie, Teddy, & Bianca. hands down we're the most REALEST people you'll ever meet in your life. from going to Great America together to BBQ'ing at the house, we always manage to have a fun time. just how life is, there are a lot of UPs&DOWNs. but stuff i won't even mention.
PRESENT DAY!
SEN10R year had started! so far i have easy classes!
1st block: Weight Training
2nd block: Leadership
3rd block: Intro To Statistics
4th block: Sports Therapy
easy right? CORRECT! best of all, I have the first 2 classes with Melanie! so its like sophomore year ALL OVER AGAIN! hahaha! the worst part is that my NUMBER ONE HATER is in my sports therapy class. and this class is ALL YEAR long. oh well. she's going to have to deal with me! [: I TRY to fix things with her, but NO. she's being a little bitch about it. go ahead, act childish and blame ME for "me stealing your best friend". you know DAMN WELL that i didnt even do anything! I JUST ACTED MYSELF. is that so bad of a person to BE THEMSELF? geeeezus! be coo' with ya damn self.
LIES LIES LIES LIES!!
IM SO SICK OF YOUR LIES! i'm honestly so FED UP with the way you've been lying. its not just now that i noticed. its been like this SINCE I MET YOU LAST YEAR!! i mean if it wasnt for you, then i wouldnt really know the Summer School Faaam, but WTF. you just get CAUGHT UP waaaaaay too much with your lies! im hella tired of it! TELL THE FUCKIN' TRUTH FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFETIME! YOUR "FRIENDS" KNOW IT AND YOUR FAMILY KNOWS IT TOO! aside from lying all the damn time, you CONTINUE to F L A K E on people, including myself. the more you continue acting the way you do, people will start fading away from you. then who will you have? NO ONE because everyone would be TIRED of all the bullshit you put us through. HONESTLY. i'm not tryna be messed up or anything, its just the way I feel. so don't even try to get booty tickled if you read this. and don't act stupid. you know who you are.
Return of the Mack.mp3 song on my mind. reason? CAS I'M RETURNING BITCH! and im a M A C K! hahaha. you already know.
Take Care. One Love<3
Alexis<3
PRESENT DAY!
SEN10R year had started! so far i have easy classes!
1st block: Weight Training
2nd block: Leadership
3rd block: Intro To Statistics
4th block: Sports Therapy
easy right? CORRECT! best of all, I have the first 2 classes with Melanie! so its like sophomore year ALL OVER AGAIN! hahaha! the worst part is that my NUMBER ONE HATER is in my sports therapy class. and this class is ALL YEAR long. oh well. she's going to have to deal with me! [: I TRY to fix things with her, but NO. she's being a little bitch about it. go ahead, act childish and blame ME for "me stealing your best friend". you know DAMN WELL that i didnt even do anything! I JUST ACTED MYSELF. is that so bad of a person to BE THEMSELF? geeeezus! be coo' with ya damn self.
LIES LIES LIES LIES!!
IM SO SICK OF YOUR LIES! i'm honestly so FED UP with the way you've been lying. its not just now that i noticed. its been like this SINCE I MET YOU LAST YEAR!! i mean if it wasnt for you, then i wouldnt really know the Summer School Faaam, but WTF. you just get CAUGHT UP waaaaaay too much with your lies! im hella tired of it! TELL THE FUCKIN' TRUTH FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFETIME! YOUR "FRIENDS" KNOW IT AND YOUR FAMILY KNOWS IT TOO! aside from lying all the damn time, you CONTINUE to F L A K E on people, including myself. the more you continue acting the way you do, people will start fading away from you. then who will you have? NO ONE because everyone would be TIRED of all the bullshit you put us through. HONESTLY. i'm not tryna be messed up or anything, its just the way I feel. so don't even try to get booty tickled if you read this. and don't act stupid. you know who you are.
Return of the Mack.mp3 song on my mind. reason? CAS I'M RETURNING BITCH! and im a M A C K! hahaha. you already know.
Take Care. One Love<3
Alexis<3
Friday, June 26, 2009
First Day of Spring.mp3
wow it has been forever and a day since i last posted up on this. sheeeeeesh soooooo much shit has been happening since my last post. ONCE AGAIN, im going through my depressed mood! ughhhh i fucking hate it soooooo much. im loosing my true/close friends by the fucking minute... im not even feeling it anymore... FUCK FREMONT. real talk. honestly i only have like 2 TRUE and REAL friends from here. niggas ask me why i dunn hang out with fremont people, its cas im not even that close with them anymore. People change and im not going to front, I KNOW I CHANGED. but its bettering MYSELF in MY life. *sigggggggggh* the past couple of days though, i honestly felt like my life was worthless. who knows... maybe it is.. my friendship with some people are really just dying. for SOME i honestly can say, I DO NOT FUCKING CARE. but for others, its just painful... but i guess friends come and go. my TRUE ones stay until the end.
OTHER THAN THAT...
Summer is here and im ready to mutha fuckin' party. i am in NEED to party hardy. especially with my BEST FRIEND JAYSON PEREZ! hahaha. let's get fucked up best friend! take me on your level! been kickin it with TEDDY&MELANIE. and let me say, THEY ARE THE TRUEST friends i can ever have in my life. BFFL ashley is still here for me. hands down. oh btw. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAAAAAAY ASHLEY! RIDE OR DIE UNTIL THE MUTHA FUCCCCCCCKIN' WHEELs FALL OFF!!! you already know.
i want someone to make me happy again...
First Day of Spring.mp3 obsessed with this song. it puts a smile on my face.
Take Care,
Alexis<3
OTHER THAN THAT...
Summer is here and im ready to mutha fuckin' party. i am in NEED to party hardy. especially with my BEST FRIEND JAYSON PEREZ! hahaha. let's get fucked up best friend! take me on your level! been kickin it with TEDDY&MELANIE. and let me say, THEY ARE THE TRUEST friends i can ever have in my life. BFFL ashley is still here for me. hands down. oh btw. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAAAAAAY ASHLEY! RIDE OR DIE UNTIL THE MUTHA FUCCCCCCCKIN' WHEELs FALL OFF!!! you already know.
i want someone to make me happy again...
First Day of Spring.mp3 obsessed with this song. it puts a smile on my face.
Take Care,
Alexis<3
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Better Today.mp3
this past week i've been feeling all BLAHHHH.. its so hard to explain. i tried to talk it out, buhh its so difficult. i just dont know anymore.. Last night Barry took me & Bianca to Top Of The World. and honestly, if i were alone i would have just sat there, staring at the nice view, and cry... buhh its whatever. Valentines day was okay. kickin it with BFFLs, Kenneth, & Phillip. ughhhh i swear i hella hate feeling like this.. i thought i was passed all this.. i guess not. "/
Better Today.mp3 is the song on my mind. I was introduced to this song by Kevin and i fell in love with it.. Just listening to the beat of the song makes me feel all sad. buhh I cant help it...
I Just Wish Everything Was BETTER...
take Care!
Alexis(=
Better Today.mp3 is the song on my mind. I was introduced to this song by Kevin and i fell in love with it.. Just listening to the beat of the song makes me feel all sad. buhh I cant help it...
I Just Wish Everything Was BETTER...
take Care!
Alexis(=
Monday, February 9, 2009
If I Ain't Got You.mp3
its been a week since i last wrote in here. there's been SO MUCH on my mind. its not even funny. i felt so depressed the past few days. and i honestly dont know why.. like i feel like my life is just a lie. like there is no point of me being here. but then i wanna prove myself wrong and show myself that i have a reason why i am here. *sigh* i dont even know anymore. its all whatever to me now. i'm getting over a lot of things.
SLOWLY getting over it. BFFL leyy&Angie know what im talking about. i dont have the patience to get lead on and waste my time on some nigga. so i'll just concentrate on my life, school, fam bizz, friends, and COTILLION! i fell somewhat hard for this guy, buhh its in the process of him just being another guy who could have been.
SPEAKING of my cotillion, its back & in action! haha. at first my mom was like "NO YOUR NOT GOING TO HAVE IT!" then yesterday she just said "okay start planning it!" hahaha. so i cant wait for that. I know that it'll be stressful. so im tryna plan my shit ahead of time. just so it wont be AS stressful. the theme color will be SKY BLUE(= like Cinderella. and i'm going to be gathering my entourage ASAP. cas i know people will tend to flake. so whoever i chose for my entourage, be prepared! i got 11 months and i cant waaaait! its about to be crackin'! and it'll be held at Milpitas City Hall.
If I Ain't Got You.mp3 cutest song ever. Thinks about love and all that gushy stuff. oh so valentine's day. "/ no valentine this year i guess... oh well. i guess he wasn't worth the wait. its all goooood. i'm satisfied with how things are going. kickit day with BFFLs on valentine's day? girls night out? i believe so! (=
until then TAKE CARE & ONE LOVE<3
-Alexis
SLOWLY getting over it. BFFL leyy&Angie know what im talking about. i dont have the patience to get lead on and waste my time on some nigga. so i'll just concentrate on my life, school, fam bizz, friends, and COTILLION! i fell somewhat hard for this guy, buhh its in the process of him just being another guy who could have been.
SPEAKING of my cotillion, its back & in action! haha. at first my mom was like "NO YOUR NOT GOING TO HAVE IT!" then yesterday she just said "okay start planning it!" hahaha. so i cant wait for that. I know that it'll be stressful. so im tryna plan my shit ahead of time. just so it wont be AS stressful. the theme color will be SKY BLUE(= like Cinderella. and i'm going to be gathering my entourage ASAP. cas i know people will tend to flake. so whoever i chose for my entourage, be prepared! i got 11 months and i cant waaaait! its about to be crackin'! and it'll be held at Milpitas City Hall.
If I Ain't Got You.mp3 cutest song ever. Thinks about love and all that gushy stuff. oh so valentine's day. "/ no valentine this year i guess... oh well. i guess he wasn't worth the wait. its all goooood. i'm satisfied with how things are going. kickit day with BFFLs on valentine's day? girls night out? i believe so! (=
until then TAKE CARE & ONE LOVE<3
-Alexis
Monday, February 2, 2009
Make You Say.mp3
so i noticed I haven't blogged in a while. so I decided to take the time to fill you in on what's been going on. so on the 24th i went to BFFL ley's house. and we was just kickin' it, when phillip told me that he was comin' down to the area. although I was hella jank, me and ashley had nothing better to do, so we met up with chris&phillip. chill day. throughout the week it was just finals & whatnot. I didnt get to go to the library buhh i did study. sorta. I barely passed algebra 2/trig with a C-. i was hella happy, you dont even know! hahaha. i d k what i got in english. buhh i passed my other classes.
013109 was the CHILLEST day of the year! hahaha. for real though! that week, Phillip&I were planning a kickit day. and thought it was going to be postponed. buhh last minute it was back on. originally it was supposed to be BFFL ley, chris, Phillip, & me. then me&leyy found out that Nicole was coming down. so we added her along. then Angelo became a last minute person coming cas the BFFLs needed a ride. around 5:30-ish Chris&Phillip picked me up from the crib and we jetted off to great mall. met up with the BFFLs & angelo. at first i thought it was going to be hella weird and all. buhh we all opened up pretty quick. from "HE LOOKS LIKE SISQO!" to "THIS IS HOW WHITE GUYS DANCE AT MY SCHOOL!" it was hella fun. jumpin from great mall to newpark. SPEEDING on the fuckin' freeway! stupid angelo&phillip.. hahaha to Phillip's cute bitch fit. finishing with the kickit at my crib. the guys TRYNA play basketball and the girls just laughing over stupidity. HAHA! finally ending it off with the CAMERA-WHORING we did. bending over, making stupid faces. PRICELESS! i wouldnt mind living that day again. (=
I STILL FEEL BAD, cas now Phillip is on lockdown ]: and going to miss out on Valentine's day! hahaha. its cooooool tho! we still talk DAILY! like always.. haha we tryna plan out our next kickit day! hahaha. even though he's on lockdown, when he's off, its going to be poppin'! you already know!!
NEW CLASSES started today. for those who dont know my schedule:
US History- Kinkler
Geometry- Irish
Chemistry- G.
Ohlone Psychology- Throckmorton.
I have a good hand full of people i'm cool with in all my classes. It was an okay day today too. not that great. hard to text in the classes... -___-" hahaha. buhh oh well. I hella gotta study my ass off this term. real talk. i gotta aim for higher expectations. so lets get it crackin'! (=
Make You Say.mp3 been on my mind for a while. "I ain't got no reason to do you wrong, so let me do you right." FAVORITE<333 Phillip stole it from me! hahaha hella feelin' it tho! but honestly, just slow jams in general got me goin' (= i still have that piece of eye candy on my mind. buhh still takin' it slow. feelme? its going greeeeat. life aint going that bad, aint that somethin?! LOL.
that's all I can say for this update! (=
TAKE CARE, ONE LOVE<3
013109 was the CHILLEST day of the year! hahaha. for real though! that week, Phillip&I were planning a kickit day. and thought it was going to be postponed. buhh last minute it was back on. originally it was supposed to be BFFL ley, chris, Phillip, & me. then me&leyy found out that Nicole was coming down. so we added her along. then Angelo became a last minute person coming cas the BFFLs needed a ride. around 5:30-ish Chris&Phillip picked me up from the crib and we jetted off to great mall. met up with the BFFLs & angelo. at first i thought it was going to be hella weird and all. buhh we all opened up pretty quick. from "HE LOOKS LIKE SISQO!" to "THIS IS HOW WHITE GUYS DANCE AT MY SCHOOL!" it was hella fun. jumpin from great mall to newpark. SPEEDING on the fuckin' freeway! stupid angelo&phillip.. hahaha to Phillip's cute bitch fit. finishing with the kickit at my crib. the guys TRYNA play basketball and the girls just laughing over stupidity. HAHA! finally ending it off with the CAMERA-WHORING we did. bending over, making stupid faces. PRICELESS! i wouldnt mind living that day again. (=
I STILL FEEL BAD, cas now Phillip is on lockdown ]: and going to miss out on Valentine's day! hahaha. its cooooool tho! we still talk DAILY! like always.. haha we tryna plan out our next kickit day! hahaha. even though he's on lockdown, when he's off, its going to be poppin'! you already know!!
NEW CLASSES started today. for those who dont know my schedule:
US History- Kinkler
Geometry- Irish
Chemistry- G.
Ohlone Psychology- Throckmorton.
I have a good hand full of people i'm cool with in all my classes. It was an okay day today too. not that great. hard to text in the classes... -___-" hahaha. buhh oh well. I hella gotta study my ass off this term. real talk. i gotta aim for higher expectations. so lets get it crackin'! (=
Make You Say.mp3 been on my mind for a while. "I ain't got no reason to do you wrong, so let me do you right." FAVORITE<333 Phillip stole it from me! hahaha hella feelin' it tho! but honestly, just slow jams in general got me goin' (= i still have that piece of eye candy on my mind. buhh still takin' it slow. feelme? its going greeeeat. life aint going that bad, aint that somethin?! LOL.
that's all I can say for this update! (=
TAKE CARE, ONE LOVE<3
Friday, January 23, 2009
Something Special.mp3
The week went by SLOW. I expected it to go fast, especially since we didnt have school on monday. Tuesday was boring, there was barely people at school. Wednesday was bad. After school was just stressful thaaaaangs with my fambizz. I haven't cried like that in a while.. THANKS PHILLIP for being there for me(= I had 3 classes with NOFs in them. which was bullshit. I wasn't even failing spanish 2. I improved hella much in algebra 2. again, THANKS PHILLIP for pushing me to study[: haha. I got 100% on my algebra 2/trig test! MY FIRST 100% PAPER ALL YEAR! Those 2 1/2 hours of studying paid off really good! Finals are next week. Thursday will be 1st & 2nd block, then Friday will be 3rd & 4th. A year and a half left, and i'll be out! haha. i just need to hang in there. I'm planning on going to the Fremont library on Tuesday and/or Wednesday. studying my ass off for the finals! Honestly, I CANNOT afford to fail any classes.
Something Special.mp3 has been playing over and over in my head all day today! It made me think about a lot. I guess I was right, I am starting to crush on this guy(= Veebabe says he's too good to let go, so I'm going to try my hardest not to let him go. All I need to do is take things slow. The friendship we created is cute(= He makes me laugh&smile. Only time can tell what will happen.
TAKE CARE!
Something Special.mp3 has been playing over and over in my head all day today! It made me think about a lot. I guess I was right, I am starting to crush on this guy(= Veebabe says he's too good to let go, so I'm going to try my hardest not to let him go. All I need to do is take things slow. The friendship we created is cute(= He makes me laugh&smile. Only time can tell what will happen.
TAKE CARE!
Monday, January 19, 2009
More Than Friends.mp3
So the past couple days have been chill. The day after my birthday, my mom got sick from eating at BJ's, same with my dad. During school I started feeling all sick so during lunch I went home. When school ended my mom & I picked up bianca and went to the J-Cruz Crib! Those girls are something(= after we went home & EJ came over. I just fell asleep and that was the end of my night!
Saturday, Me&Bianca went to Great America for the Re-Hire thaaaang thaaaang. I have to wait until they call me back... UGHHHHH. I NEED TO FIND A NEW JOB! real talk! i think i might go job hunting on wednesday... anyways, after we went to GREAT MALL. we ate and met up with Kuya Karl! we went to watch NOTORIOUS! hella rawwww. Bianca cried at the end. It was funny. "I D K WHY IM CRYING IF I ALREADY KNOW THAT HE DIED AT THE END!!" lol. and when kuya karl goes "WE SHOULD TELL THE PEOPLE IN LINE THAT AT THE END OF NOTORIOUS, HE DIES AT THE END!" hahahaha. stupid ass. but i LOVE HIMMM! after the movie we walked around the mall. Kuya got bianca a jacket from H&M, HonHon a TWLOHA shirt, & ME two Bob Marley shirts! haha. he's so cool(= I also got my two Still-Us shirts from DJ! (= hella niceeee.
More Than Friends.mp3 has been the song on my mind for the past week. Its basically how I feel about someone. Angie&Ashley know all about him. Ateh Shan just recently found out. DONT TRIP! I'm taking this shit ONE STEP AT A TIME. All I gotta say is that he's different & he makes me smile A LOT(=
until then,
TAKE CARE!
Saturday, Me&Bianca went to Great America for the Re-Hire thaaaang thaaaang. I have to wait until they call me back... UGHHHHH. I NEED TO FIND A NEW JOB! real talk! i think i might go job hunting on wednesday... anyways, after we went to GREAT MALL. we ate and met up with Kuya Karl! we went to watch NOTORIOUS! hella rawwww. Bianca cried at the end. It was funny. "I D K WHY IM CRYING IF I ALREADY KNOW THAT HE DIED AT THE END!!" lol. and when kuya karl goes "WE SHOULD TELL THE PEOPLE IN LINE THAT AT THE END OF NOTORIOUS, HE DIES AT THE END!" hahahaha. stupid ass. but i LOVE HIMMM! after the movie we walked around the mall. Kuya got bianca a jacket from H&M, HonHon a TWLOHA shirt, & ME two Bob Marley shirts! haha. he's so cool(= I also got my two Still-Us shirts from DJ! (= hella niceeee.
More Than Friends.mp3 has been the song on my mind for the past week. Its basically how I feel about someone. Angie&Ashley know all about him. Ateh Shan just recently found out. DONT TRIP! I'm taking this shit ONE STEP AT A TIME. All I gotta say is that he's different & he makes me smile A LOT(=
until then,
TAKE CARE!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Change Your Life.mp3
BACK UP TO YESTERDAY!
011409. The Parents surprised me with tickets to the warriors game. Apparently everyone knew except me! I went to Rizza, Patrick, & Joey. Golden State Warriors vs. Sacramento Kings. TRIPLE OVERTIME 133-135. LOST BY 2! It was a good game & a great way to start off my birthday! Corey Maggette was fuckin' garbage! but still cute! [:
12AM Khanh Nguyen was the first to call me(= and his call was very special to me. We have a close friendship but its not like before. I was hella surprised he called me EXACTLY at 12, or the fact that he even remembered. I haven't seen Khanh since last summer and I miss him so much! haha. I know you had finals today Khanh, so sorry that you had to stay up just for me! I love you loser!!! [:
At school today, Me&Bianca "dressed up". haha Not hella hella, but it was descent compared to regular days. Chelsea designed my locker & I got Balloons, flowers, & home made brownies. THEY WERE HELLA GOOD! SERGIO&ALAINA hella surprised me at school today. Assholes said they weren't going! but it was cool(= The Fambizz including Angie&Ashley, went to BJ's! It wasnt that great. The dessert was good though, but the hostess was a bitch. haha!
Anyways another year, a new age. I'm done with the sweet & sour 16, and off to better things. Throughout the entire 2008 year I felt like I accomplished a lot of social activities. I'm ready to challenge myself and go through struggles no matter what comes towards me. So life here I come, because I'm not going to let anything tear me down.
POEMS FROM THE COOLEST GUY ALMAR[:
THE BIRTHDAY POEM:
There's always that one SPECIAL day in the year
It'll make you so happy you'll probably shead a tear
This day is your Birthday
Hey its your own special holiday
There's so many things you can say
on your birthday
You celebrate with your loved ones
There isnt a day thats more special
ahah forget the poem Happy Birthday alexis
-Almar
LIFE:
Life is like a remote
when we're bored we want to fast forward time
when we regret something
we wish we can rewind time
when were having fun
we want to pause at the time of the moment
but no matter what my life is always on play because i continue my life
-Almar.
Change You Life.mp3 is the song for the moment. I regret some stuff in my life that I wish I can change, but I cant. If it wasn't for my past then I wouldnt be living my life now in the present. I can always decide how to make my future right. Choosing the right way instead of wrong, but if I chose wrong then I correct my mistake and move on with my life.
That's all I have to say. Good Night. One Love<3
TAKE CARE!
011409. The Parents surprised me with tickets to the warriors game. Apparently everyone knew except me! I went to Rizza, Patrick, & Joey. Golden State Warriors vs. Sacramento Kings. TRIPLE OVERTIME 133-135. LOST BY 2! It was a good game & a great way to start off my birthday! Corey Maggette was fuckin' garbage! but still cute! [:
12AM Khanh Nguyen was the first to call me(= and his call was very special to me. We have a close friendship but its not like before. I was hella surprised he called me EXACTLY at 12, or the fact that he even remembered. I haven't seen Khanh since last summer and I miss him so much! haha. I know you had finals today Khanh, so sorry that you had to stay up just for me! I love you loser!!! [:
At school today, Me&Bianca "dressed up". haha Not hella hella, but it was descent compared to regular days. Chelsea designed my locker & I got Balloons, flowers, & home made brownies. THEY WERE HELLA GOOD! SERGIO&ALAINA hella surprised me at school today. Assholes said they weren't going! but it was cool(= The Fambizz including Angie&Ashley, went to BJ's! It wasnt that great. The dessert was good though, but the hostess was a bitch. haha!
Anyways another year, a new age. I'm done with the sweet & sour 16, and off to better things. Throughout the entire 2008 year I felt like I accomplished a lot of social activities. I'm ready to challenge myself and go through struggles no matter what comes towards me. So life here I come, because I'm not going to let anything tear me down.
POEMS FROM THE COOLEST GUY ALMAR[:
THE BIRTHDAY POEM:
There's always that one SPECIAL day in the year
It'll make you so happy you'll probably shead a tear
This day is your Birthday
Hey its your own special holiday
There's so many things you can say
on your birthday
You celebrate with your loved ones
There isnt a day thats more special
ahah forget the poem Happy Birthday alexis
-Almar
LIFE:
Life is like a remote
when we're bored we want to fast forward time
when we regret something
we wish we can rewind time
when were having fun
we want to pause at the time of the moment
but no matter what my life is always on play because i continue my life
-Almar.
Change You Life.mp3 is the song for the moment. I regret some stuff in my life that I wish I can change, but I cant. If it wasn't for my past then I wouldnt be living my life now in the present. I can always decide how to make my future right. Choosing the right way instead of wrong, but if I chose wrong then I correct my mistake and move on with my life.
That's all I have to say. Good Night. One Love<3
TAKE CARE!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Sexy Love.mp3
Today was a GOOD day! (= i liked it. It went by pretty slow though. I was ALL SMILES throughout most of my classes. [: teehee. I passed my algebra 2 test! I was so happy. I'm still not doing that good in that class. ughhhh. I gotta study my ass off next week. real talk. especially with the finals coming in closer.
Sexy Love.mp3 is the song for the day. [: Look back into the past, this song always made me smile. Plus it makes me think about a certain someone. Nothings happening YET. Taking it one step at a time(=
TAKE CARE!
Sexy Love.mp3 is the song for the day. [: Look back into the past, this song always made me smile. Plus it makes me think about a certain someone. Nothings happening YET. Taking it one step at a time(=
TAKE CARE!
Monday, January 12, 2009
Always On My Mind.mp3
So I've noticed that its been a while since I last blogged. and A LOT has been happening. Let's go back a few days! For New Years I was in Reno. It was fun. i went go-karting, played laser tag, and baby sat the J_Cruz girls! The remainder of my break was just staying at home. By the time we went back to school I felt more lazy as the days passed by. Honestly, I'm just so tired of going through the same thing everyday. I need some excitement in my life! On January 10th, I went to the movies with Phillip, Norman, & Bianca. We watched GRAN TORINO. And i must say it's a really good movie! I didnt expect to like it as much as I really do. School has been a DRAG. With finals coming up in 2 weeks, I need to hit the books! I think sometime next week I'm going to the city library and study. NO JOKE! Because my grades aren't so pretty.
The past few days I've been feeling like I'm a failure in life. People will tell me I'm not, but its just so hard to believe. I want to proove people wrong, but how can I? A lot has been on my mind, but its just so hard to express how I feel to other people. Its not that I have trust issues or anything, because I'm pretty open. Yet this particular subject stays closed n my mind & it hurts. Oh well, Life goes on.
Recently, someone contacted me, who I've tried to contact for the longest time. KAYE! Thanks for contacting me! Honestly, you don't even know how happy I was when I read that comment you left me. We HAVE to keep in touch(=
Always On My Mind.mp3 is the song stuck in my head. Is there a guy who entered my life? WE'LL SEE!teehee. It'll be nice to be in that Cupcake Status again(= but I really do hope that I find myself a VALENTINE this year!
Until then, take care!
The past few days I've been feeling like I'm a failure in life. People will tell me I'm not, but its just so hard to believe. I want to proove people wrong, but how can I? A lot has been on my mind, but its just so hard to express how I feel to other people. Its not that I have trust issues or anything, because I'm pretty open. Yet this particular subject stays closed n my mind & it hurts. Oh well, Life goes on.
Recently, someone contacted me, who I've tried to contact for the longest time. KAYE! Thanks for contacting me! Honestly, you don't even know how happy I was when I read that comment you left me. We HAVE to keep in touch(=
Always On My Mind.mp3 is the song stuck in my head. Is there a guy who entered my life? WE'LL SEE!teehee. It'll be nice to be in that Cupcake Status again(= but I really do hope that I find myself a VALENTINE this year!
Until then, take care!
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